While I was trying hard to live my life, not thinking about you, trying to co-op with the fact that I might never get any closer to you ... while forcing my brain to do all that, suddenly my heart is going on strike I guess ....
Many times in the past I wished I could dream of being with you as often as possible while I was sleeping, but that never happened.
For the First time I dreamed of being with you, kissing you, holding you, spending time with you ... so sweet...
For the first time to remember having conversations with you in my dream ... so clearly ...
For the first time for you to admit loving me and caring for me ... To plan a future together and to build a home for both of us ...
That kind of feelings I've long for... with you ...
Never have I experienced a dream like this that felt so real, when you held my hand I never wanted to let go ...
I don't want to lie to myself even if I've tried so hard to.... but I really miss you ....
That's what my subconscious is trying to tell me ....
Dream away .... Sending my love to my significant half .... I know I shouldn't say this but I love you still .... My Sunshine 💓☀️