Are you saying that you have a preference here, that you're deeply concerned about how my life and everything else in life on Earth, turns out? And if you really are the God of this universe, and you do have a preference, how can you not get what you want?
A: Every question is a fair question. Your opportunity (and the opportunity of everyone who self-identifies as one who sees helping others on their evolutionary path as part of their evolutionary journey) is to do what you can do to awaken your species, primarily by your behavior. For it is what you do, it is how you are in the world, that will shake people awake, that will startle them into seeing what their own possibilities are.
Of lesser important, but also of value, will be what you say to others; having the courage to share not widely accepted words and thoughts and ideas that might serve to open a road to greater clarity for many people.
Now, to answer the present question: I do not "want" you to awaken your species, any more than I "want" anything at all. Please be clear. God lives in "want" of nothing. Anything God wants, God can have.