A : Have you never done anything for the sheer enjoyment of it? Does a specific result have to emerge from everything you undertake in order for it to have been “fun” for you?
Q : No, no, of course not. But something as important as helping to awaken an entire species would probably not fall into my category of a simple but pleasurable passing of the time. I mean, I would probably attach some significance to the outcome.
And by the way, this is not an idle consideration for me over here. You have extended to us here a Third Invitation, and I am embracing and accepting it with no small sense that I would like to be at least minimally successful.
You’ll be watching your own every move, weighing your own every word, worrying about how in the world you can achieve what you hope to experience within yourself, nervously preparing your Plan B if your initial approach does not produce the outcome you desired, and then plunging ahead with the project to transform yourself, completely oblivious of the metaphysical impact of all these less-than-joyful energies you’ve projected into the space.